couple of days, couple of weeks actually i have been thinking of moving away again. just to move somewhere. i am not sure if moving to another apartment would be enough to satisfy this thirst for planning, dreaming, leaving, settling. i feel it stronger than i am. of course it makes me also dig deeper what is it that leaves me unsatisfied here. i love this city (more in a daytime than nights though), i have my family and best friends here. i know also that any new place would leave me frustrated for some months, it takes me some time to accept and start feeling welcomed... i could explain it with my weekness of living in future (past also - less but still), ignoring the present. at least i know i am really bad with enjoying the moment.
however it was, only after some months back in riga, i am looking for another city to go. can somebody tell me what i am running from/after?
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